Tuesday, February 12, 2013

I Was Raped


I was the girl who survived domestic violence. 
I tended to my wounds alone.
I got past it. 
I was strong. I was smart.

I was the girl who tryed walking taller than the rest.
I was persistent. I was courageous. 
I was a force. 

I always carried pepper spray. 
Heck, I asked for a stun gun for christmas. 
And got one. 

I was always on the look out.
Ultra aware. Hyper aware. 

I would have said no. 
I would have SCREAMED NO!!!
I would have fought back...
HARD.

I was drunk. I don't remember. 


I was raped. 


He said I wanted it. He said it was good. 
He said he used one, but that I could make sure. 
He said I could use medicine, and then 
he winked ;)

He didn't know me, but he should have known better.